cepat nya ?

cuti dah nak habis lahh

betul ke? mmg betul pun.

mmg cepat masa berlalu.tak sedar dah hari jumaat.

aishh,assignment ? 98 percent je complete.

isnin terus kene buat presentation.OMG ! tak prepare pun.

tah nanti mesti kene bebel , kena betul kan itu ini.

tapi serius excited pun ade nak balik kolej nie.

waa gile rindu pada katil bujang ku tu

dgn bantal yang tersenyum kat ats katil tu.

:D sabar katil , ierah balik terus terjun ! 

lepak dalam bilik dgn gurlgurls ku.

layan ruski and pama. :)

yuuHUUU!

i love you daddy !

DAD,

When i was born,

You were there to catch me when i fall, whenever and wherever.

When i said my first words,

You were there for me,

to teach me the whole dictionary if need be.

When i took my first steps,

You were there to encourage me on.

When i had my first day at school,

you were there to give me advice and help me with my homework.

I still havent finished school,

or walked down the aisle, or had my first child.

But i know you will be there for me through all these times and more, the good and bad.So i just wrote this to say 'I LOVE YOU DAD!!!' 

The father of a daughter is nothing but a high-class hostage. A father turns a stony face to his sons, berates them, shakes his antlers, paws the ground, snorts, runs them off into the underbrush, but when his daughter puts her arm over his shoulder and says, "Daddy, I need to ask you something," he is a pat of butter in a hot frying pan.

me and my daddy :)

i'm the type of girl ?

invisible girl

i don't think you know my name

trapped and thougths about me and you

i don't know where to take this

can you give me a clue ,what should i do?

toss my hair , my intriguing stare

i stand all blushed as you pass me by 

i did everything that should made you care

i want you bad but i'm painful shy

so many times u looked my way

for some reason u have never seemed to see

i wish you'd open up your eyes

and see for me...and all we can be.

Don't judge me

unless you've lived my life

don't judge me because you don't know,

never had and never will know

every little thing and detail about me.

i'm pretty , but i'm not beautiful

i sin but i'm not the devil

i'm good , but i'm not an angel :) 

eid ul-adha

dah tiba hari raya haji? can you believe it?

gosh , terasa mmg terasa sangat cepat masa.

mana taknya.baru je mula sem2, tak lama lagi dah practical.

haiihh

tahun nie beraya haji tanpa makwan dan atuk :(

sangat sepi,kalau tak.makwan dah bising.

ahha.tuh yang rindu.

tapi kan , takpe lah.

mereka pergi menunaikan haji.bukan pegi mana pun.

harap dorunk dalam keadaan selamat. amin :)

tahun nie.rumah meriah jugak tanpa atok makwan.

mcm biasa.mama baba adik beradik makcik makcik

semua ada.

masak masak semua keje perempuan.

itu aku suka , kecoh satu dapur. walaupun tak tahu masak.:p

malam rabu , overnight di rumah mami. yeay!

love you mom ! :D

last but not least , happy eid ul-aldha everyone! 

only one word :)

13.11.2010

stress sbb selesama teruk melanda.

pening kepala sbb demam.
hilang suara , tkboleh nk cakap.

 terbatuk batuk time usrah.

terpaksa ulang alik masuk toilet.

suka sbb toilet lecturer wangi.

one word;dugaan :)

malam sabtu

menghilangkan stress.

tinggal sorang sorang dlm bilik di kuis.

menanti tamy fetch bawak balik rumah.

seronok sbb dapat mkn mcd tamy belanja.

hangout tgk movie,you again :)

sampai rumah terus cari baby

melepaskan rindu.

one word;seronok :)



Nursing story ; would you survive a rape?

A Young Girl Got Raped

We talk about rape as just a four-letter word but as you read down this story, it might change how you look at this four-letter word. I am sure this story will also make you have special respect for nurses and what they go through every day. Nursing careers involves mental, physical and deep emotional content that only a few have an idea. How about AIDS and HIV and rape? Depression, suicide and all sorts of illnesses? Are you ready to read on? Ok.

Every time you wake up and see the sun coming up, say a prayer and thank your creator that you are up and well. I have been holding this story for a while now but it keeps burning deep in my veins and throbbing my vocal cords to tell it out and today, I decided to tell it, though not in to the true details.

As a  nurse, I am going to tell you a true story that is intense enough to make your emotions and anger to catapult. I once took my day assignment and I had this patient who was wheelchair ridden and as usual, I started with assessment for the basic needs and pain. This was a young man at a tender age of mid 20’s and I was interested to know how he ended in wheelchair. Indeed, he was in pain, much more pain than any medicine out there could cure.

I will use “Gamma” as his name for confidentiality reasons. Gamma got involved in a self-employment business, selling subscription magazines where he made a commission per every subscription brought in to his mother company. He went from door to door selling these magazines and had built a large down line under his belt paying him enough to live a comfortable life.

The sun rose one morning as usual and he went to his planned neighborhoods selling his magazines subscriptions as usual. He had no idea that by the time sun set that evening, his life would take a nose dive and would never been the same again. Pain, agony, humiliation and death were about to hit.

Gamma happened to be a victim of circumstance, something that might sound a little bit decorated to be real. But this is the truth that hurts to the bone.  He happened to be in a crime scene where rape and child molestation had occurred and police were on the hunt for the man who had allegedly abused 13-years old over and over again for many days. The 13 years old had given information that it is a young white young man who always carried a briefcase and sometimes wore a hoodie.

The abused had been put in fear by the rapist that she was afraid to tell it to her parents on fear the rapist would kill her. This had made the rapist plans go successfully without being noticed. The dark day for Gamma started as a bright day, making several subscriptions at the beginning of the day. When Gamma approached the residence of the 13 years old, although he had never been in that neighborhood, the 13-year old confirmed to police, who’re hiding in the house that he was the one. Gamma approached the door as usual but to the girl, “He is coming again”.

Gamma got himself arrested faster than he took his next breadth and the young troubled teen maintained that he was the one responsible for serial rapes. He only happened to be a victim of circumstances, carrying a briefcase as described, young white man and happened to be there around the same time the girl had described to police and her parents.

Investigations take time as due process of law. Thousands if not millions are in jails and prisons today for crimes they never committed. Being in jail or prison for child abuse by itself is virtually a death sentence. If you do not have an idea what I am talking about, watch the Shaw shank redemption.

Gamma was taken in jail despite his desperate effort to deny and explain his situation. A warm delicious dinner was baking for hungry prisoners… and this dinner was Gamma. He stayed in jail for 9 months before he was acquainted of any wrongdoing but the damage had occurred from his first night in prison. I cannot remember whether he spent the 9 months in jail or prison but it didn’t matter for what happened to him.

cerita itu dan ini.

cerita 1 (5/11/2010)
semalam pegi makan di 3 abdul.ia merupakan kedai makan yang biase biase saje.warung lah senang cakap.well.dapat berkumpul bersama makcik makcik ku.bergosip.cite itu dan ini.malam tuh pulak merupakan malam raya deepavali.so mcm biase lah.berdentam dentum bunga api merata.raya sakan dorunk.aku pun ikut enjoy jugak. TAMAT.

cerita 2
mcm biasa aku bangun pagi agak lewat.biasa lah,kalau dah balik rumah.best awh! bangun je badan aku rasa lemah,agaknye tido lame kot.then terus menuju ke tandas,cuci muka,gosok gigi dan sewaktu dengan nye.tak payah lah aku nk cakap kn.lepastu terus kedapur periksa baby aku dah makan belum,eh baby tuh kucing lah! aishh fikir lain pulak.ouh dia belum makan.pegi rebus ikan dia kejap.aku pun terus buat keje(assignment).buat buat,tetibe dalam fikiran.eh nak on FB jap lah.aduii pantang kan kalau dah ade wifi.okayy on sebentar.check notifications.balas tu,balas nie.wahh mmg banyak la kan.tak larat and bosan tetiba melanda.sambung balik buat kerja.
then tetibe teringat ikan? alamak! ikan yg rebus tadi.nasib baik sempat.aku pun memanggil lah si baby.dia tahu la tuh.dah mase untuk makan.okayy.tetiba aku teringat baju dalam mesin basuh.aduhh kena kejut si tasya nie.ye macam biasa budak ni takkan dengar kalau aku kejut dia.berkali kali la jugak kan.tension.finally bangun jugak kau ye.huh. TAMAT

cerita 3
okeh now aku nak cerita tentang bilik aku di kolej universiti islam antarabangsa selangor.dengan bangga nye aku menaip.haha.well takde benda sgt pun yg aku nak ceritakan.just nak kongsi,tak boleh? nak baca , baca , taknak baca sudah.dipersilakan beradu.aku kalau dalam bilik,mmg suka menghias.yelah takda lah bilik aku tuh nampak mcm tak terurus kan.dah lah dinding kaler putih.kosong je.bosan tahap gaban.baru baru ini aku hias board aku besar lah jugak saiz nya.tampal tampal tuh,tampal nie.gantung itu dan ini and so on.lame lame aku tenung , then aku cakap dalam hati,ala okeh la nie , daripada kosong,muram,sedih je.ini lah rupanya! :)

simple jehh :))